Wednesday, March 30, 2011

signs

sometimes you really don't need to wonder or ask yourself "what the hell is going on" sometimes all you have to do is look at the evidence before you and try to comb through it rationally void of emotional investment. when you do this the answer may have been there the whole time staring you in the face but you were just too optimistic and hopeful to recognize it. I hope I never loose that foolish optimism, it sucks when your bubble is burst but it's not always the worst thing in the world.
I'm a tough cookie and very capable of brushing myself off and quickly picking up the pace and moving on. No need for hasty decisions, I'll wait it out a little bit longer but I'm not going to torture myself and be the one making most of the effort. I don't have the patience to do that anyway. Tic - Tok ...

Thursday, March 24, 2011

I'm pretty sure I was over it a year ago...

Rumor has it someone from my past was not happy after the breakup.. lol Disgruntled could describe this persons overall general feeling... especially if you use the Urban Dictionary definition of the word... which I will because it fits PERFECTLY!
that is all ;-)


Disgruntled:

A grunting state of agitated displeasure assumed by egocentric engineer or sports types who are quite fond of getting their own way, by brain or by brawn, and find themselves powerless to get what they want. It is generally saved to manipulate lesser minds into capitulating to their will. Those who challenge them find this tactic pointless and extremely amusing.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

the Utah way/sexy man

How do you divide your time between a sexy man and homework and a job? I guess you eliminate sleep... Done and DONE!
On another note, watching the train wreck of someones new relationship is fascinating and entertaining to me at the same time. And by train wreck I mean the fact that it's so typical Utah Mormon relationship thing that it's humorous and pathetic to watch all at the same time. But hey the ones who like to justify this type of falling in love quickly thing always go back to that standard line... "when you know it's right you just know" ... ummmm not after 3 weeks my dear... just sayin!
I need sleep but considering I get to spend some time with sexy man I'm willing to pass it up... for now.